Fair enough man.
I know what you mean about finding yourself, and an important thing to remember is that there are a lot of people who care for you, no matter what. Your family and friends will be there for you, so don't forget to talk to them. Just make sure that you are as happy as you can possibly be, for as much of the time as possible, but also know that it is ok to be sad if that's how you feel.
Also, melodrama is a really bad thing, as can be seen here ^
I wish you all the best, and hope that we'll see you well, whenever you're ready for us.
-t.
I know what you mean about finding yourself, and an important thing to remember is that there are a lot of people who care for you, no matter what. Your family and friends will be there for you, so don't forget to talk to them. Just make sure that you are as happy as you can possibly be, for as much of the time as possible, but also know that it is ok to be sad if that's how you feel.
Also, melodrama is a really bad thing, as can be seen here ^
I wish you all the best, and hope that we'll see you well, whenever you're ready for us.
-t.